The writer wrote: Hi Ms. Traci, I’m sure you don’t remember me but we have had several encounters on the church scene here in Omaha & I can say without hesitation that you are one of the most welcoming, warm hearted, person’s (First Lady) I have ever met. No matter where I saw you….You would speak to me & hug like you really knew me…LOL! I was saddened to hear of your departure & even more saddened (sickened) over the circumstances. Of course I heard the rumors, however I choose not to involve myself in that mess, but I choose to watch how you would handle & deal with all of this & I am in AWE! Ms. Traci, when I saw you at Morning Star Labor Day weekend, I just Thanked God with tears running down my face because I could see that your Joy is Real, your Love is Genuine and your Light is Shinning. God has TRULY BLESSED YOU and it Shows! Your being in the house (MSBC) brought a Peace, a Fresh wave that since your departure…has been missing and I was Blessed to be there. I just want to know, how did you do it Ms. Traci? What steps did you take to overcome the Hurt, the Betrayal, the Public Embarrassment. How did you not become Angry, Bitter or seek revenge? How do you deal with current situation?

I can honestly say..it was not me. I wanted to do all of the things you mentioned above. Because I was hurt, I wanted to hurt the person/people that had hurt me. I can’t even explain it….it was like God “switched” me off & would not let me react and when I wanted to God placed people around me that would settle me. Even though my physical body was being affected…..mentally, emotionally & spiritually I was Numb…completely numb. God did not allow me to experience the emotions of the situation until I arrived in Florida. I now know that God placed me under the protection on my family (especially my big-sister Mariah) because of how vulnerable I would be during this process. God had to allow me to be completely broken, so that “HE” would be the foundation on which my new life would be built. For the first 4 weeks after my arrival in Florida I didn’t go church, I didn’t talk to anyone (but my sister & mom), it was just God & Me, in that little room in Lake Wales, Florida! So to answer your question…..I completely & totally surrendered MYSELF to God.

How do I deal with the current situation….I DON’T! It has nothing to do with me. God in his infinite wisdom removed me from the situation and I STAY REMOVED! I don’t allow anyone to bring me information & I don’t look for information. My Children, My Grandchildren, most of My Family & My Life is in Florida…that’s where my focus is.